Suffering~~~~~

i work at KL Associates, almost, coming 4 mths...but i still feel tat i din feel happy here....

why~~~~ i duno whether i think too much or wat...

i felt that my boss dont like me...everytime he is bad mood, im the one always get scold....

im reli tired, stress, dissapointed, sad....

i oso felt that he unfair, he treats others ok...except me....

everytime oso say im slow, dreaming...but he never think tat i got working, i duno how to do, and wanna check properly...he juz ask me do fast fast....but later any mistakes...i know he will scold me d...

now he rushing...he ask, very difficult to check a???? i just silence thr...wat can i say??? im speechless thr...

still got 1 time, is not my fault, he oso scold me gao gao....

halo...i juz wanna help my fren chop the date onli...y im the one get scold...reli unfair....

i had cried for few times....i feel my heart not comfortable...

i know i din clever like others, but i willing to learn, if u are fair to everyone...

now i very scared of him.....try dont talk to him....

i reli feel unhappy here.....

i never feel like, except the last time, the old virgin...

im reli san fu, san fu now....

shit lo...my tears wanna drop again...huhm~~~

is it my problem??? cant bear any torture??

i duno....

i reli duno~~~

God, Please guide me to the rite, make me be strong...can pass thru all difficult. Please always by my side...and bring me go to good working condition~~~ THX GOD....Amen....